I met a bear that changed my life. He gave me support in many ways and I am really grateful towards him. I don’t know how to show my gratitude and all I can do is to love him. I am happy that we can talk about so many things and I am not afraid to show my flaws in front of him.
The only thing that I am working on is to tear down all the walls and let him into my life completely. Yes there is this fear that is holding me back from many things. I know this is not good because I might be missing out on many wonderful opportunities in life.
I must be able to assure myself and not asking people around me for assurance. I should start to feel on my own instead of asking what others perceive. I must start to believe in love again and will be happy. I must have confidence in myself again in order to make this work.
I know that my bear has his own worries and things to fret about. I usually don’t ask until he tells me because I respect him and am willing to give him space for his own thoughts. But I hope that he knows that I am always here for him to lend him a listening ear.
My bear takes good care of me and is trying his best to give in to me. And me being a mushroom, I am learning to see things from his point of view. I used to be a stubborn bitch but am learning a different approach to love a person. I am trying because I love the bear.
I hope that we can continue to work hard together and make this work. I am starting to have confidence that this will be an everlasting, sweet relationship of a bear and a mushroom. I made the right decision to be with a bear. :D
Ok, thanks, BYE!
